Thursday, December 01, 2005

My Apology & This is Some Bull

I apologized to Amanda at church tonight. Pastor saw mw talking to her. He got mad at me. He took me into his office. He told me to leave Amanda alone. I told him that I was apologizing to her. He didn’t seem to care. He told me that Amanda was some trouble that I didn’t want.

I got mad at him and yelled, “I don’t want anything to do with her! I was apologizing for something crazy that had happened earlier! I wish you would stay off my back, you ain’t my daddy!”

I stormed out of his office.

I mean, why he gotta be all up in my business. It ain’t none of his business who I talked to. I ain’t even trying to get with her! He made me so mad.

When I got home, I felt like an idiot. I called pastor and apologized. I don’t think he was really listening to me. He just grunted for the most part. I messed up pretty good tonight. This is bad.

J.Widel