Monday, February 06, 2006

Eight Days To Fix Things

I am so glad that this past week is over.  It was rough towards the end.  My birthday was great.  Things went downhill from that.

I went to church on Wednesday.  Deacon Cole’s daughter, Lisa was there.  I was so happy to see her.  She came over and spoke to me.  I was smiling from ear to ear.  Amanda kept rolling her eyes at me through out the whole service.  I tried to ignore her.

After church, Lisa came and talked to me outside while I was at my car.  Amanda trolled her behind over to my car and hugged on me and said, “Happy Birthday.”  She was rubbing on my arm and stuff.  Lisa got upset.  Amanda said something smart to her and walked off.  Lisa looked at me as if I had cursed her out or something.  I just shook my head.  Lisa snapped, “You didn’t tell me you had a woman!”  I tried to explain things to her, but she walked off.  I can’t believe this.

I called Lisa on Thursday to talk to her, but she wouldn’t come to the phone.  I called Amanda and told her to tell Lisa that we weren’t involved.  Amanda just laughed.  I called Pastor and talked to him.  He said that he would talk to Amanda.  He told me to get Lisa some flowers and try to fix things with her.

I tried what Pastor said, but Lisa wouldn’t even come to the door.  Her mother took the flowers and that was that.

On Sunday, Amanda didn’t speak to me.  Lisa rolled her eyes at me.  I felt like an idiot.  How do I get myself in these messes?

I am in the computer lab right now.  There is this guy sitting next to his girl I guess.  I am so tired of them laughing and whispering.

I was hoping that I would have a date on Valentine’s Day.  Oh well, I have 8 days to try to fix things with Lisa.

J.Widel